Pardon my explicit illustration of what genuine person is like, because it shouldn't be this way if it was to be genuine. However, in recent times, I have been detecting such inconsistency in "genuineness" amongst people, it's starting to turn me off. Some people turn out to get along well initially, and I accept it with an open heart. But things quickly turn sour the moment a lil' "trouble' surfaces such that people actually alter their attitude towards me. It's a pretty distinct indication that the ties formed were just scaffolds to help stabilize the building, in a way that it will be removed once the building is constructed. I don't really appreciate receiving the treatment untruthful people give, you never know when you are gonna get the cold treatment. I don't like inconsistent and flimsy relationship/friendship. Well, let's simply put it this way... I don't get along with people who are fake. To the point and succinct. Frankly speaking, I can be acquainted with people like that, but I have no further intentions on expanding the boundaries of the relationship because I can only see how far we can go, which obviously is not very far.
My deepest apologies in advance should you feel that I'm launching indirect attacks, but in all honesty, that is not of my prime motive. I'm speaking, rather, in a general emotional point of view about things that had happened or are bound to happen in the future.
My question is, why is it so difficult to be true to what you feel? Why do you act based on feigned pretense and convey a message across to the receiving end whilst contrasting what you actually feel inside? Isn't there a general principle we should all abide to? Why can't we all just put differences aside, completely annihilate the prejudices and judgements between people you know, be straightforward yet constructively blunt and just be genuine? Seems like a really impossible mission to achieve for some who are always riddled with hatred, anger, frustration, unhappiness and intolerance... Here's the thing, people are surrounded with so much negative energy that it perpetuates and proliferates to people around them.
Having said so much, I want to be as genuine a person as I can be. If I ever encounter disagreement with someone, I'll voice out my thoughts in a very tactful manner and allow the person to express his/her discontentment. Do it in the way of the Marists. We settle shit on the spot, upfront, to the face, no game, no strategy, just with the aim of putting issues to an end. Ahhhhh..... Life was so much easier back in the days...
Anyway, my takeaway message is that, if you ever feel like you are being double-standard, expressing certain emotions in front of someone and then switching it up to another feeling for the same person behind his/her back, just know that you are not Harvey Dent in the Batman series - YOU ARE NOT TWO-FACE!!!! If you are, then you have half of you looking really nice and good and the other half of you displaying the ugliest side that you can be. Well, all I can say is that it's good to only have one face, and hopefully it isn't the totally charred and screwed up one hahaha!
Anyway, I got a step new haircut. Tried a hair tattoo and received several complaints and criticism calling me a YP (Young Punk) and a step fuck. People just can't help but to follow their fingers along the line on my hair hahahaha! Couldn't say no to trendy new things right? Hahaha! Sidecomb all day errr day! Good thing I didn't get caught by the school management today.... Deceiving them with the other side of my head to show that I actually got a normal haircut. I guess I'm..... TWO FACED!! AHHHHHHHHH!!! Hahaha
~Have a good one. Peace Out~
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