11.46pm, 9 May 2013.
I can't sleep now. The stress that's been probing me everyday since the past week. The immense pressure that is baking and roasting my brain like a pancake. The competition of not losing out and lacking behind. I guess that's happening to everyone.
Things have been pretty much on a very tight schedule recently. Seems as though the timekeeper inadvertently hit the fast forward button. 24 hours a day is not enough for sure. The perennial problem of time management perpetuates. Now I finally understand the in-depth meaning of cherishing time. To think of revising multiple subjects in a day just dampens my mood. However, what has to be done has to be done, eventually.
Funny how time seemed to pass so slowly when we were young little innocent kids, way before the apparent term of "education" was introduced into our lives. Conversely, when we were young, we desired to grow up fast and get down to doing adult's business, managing "bad ass" adult affairs. How limited our perspective of the world was last time...
Well, time is running out at a drastic rate. Just sat for my Biology and English paper earlier today. Thought I was sitting for an entrance test to University of Cambridge or some "atas" varsities... Didn't even have the time to completely and confidently revise for my Social Studies and Elementary Mathematics. Let's just hope that Lady Luck stands on my side tomorrow and not get exiled by the invigilators. I need all the luck I can get.
My arms are getting tired typing upside down on the phone in the dark while lying awkwardly on my bed. Well, whoever the hell suggested preposterously to have only 24 hours a day is an ultimate genius. Not sure what I'm talking though, mind's pretty much turning on and off and on again like my freaking house's modem... Have a happy life ahead, Nights and Peace Out~
